Helen Magnus (Normandy) (
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She'd never expected to see any of her friends from Cittagazze ever again. She'd been under the impression that the windows were being controlled by someone else, someone she didn't want to deal with. Even with Janus at her side constantly and still being able to see Althea, she'd never imagined she and James might not be the only people who could see their daemons.
And so when Janus told her he could see something that looked suspiciously like a window in the basement of the Sanctuary, right where the old one used to be, she didn't believe him. He was right on the edge of their 25-foot range and it was the middle of the night. The war was over and she and James were still trying to deal with the aftermath of everything that had happened in France. The children were upstairs asleep -- though they weren't exactly children any longer, being around forty years of age -- and James was wandering elsewhere in the Sanctuary.
Helen was alone in the basement. Or so she thought.
She'd never imagined that window would become active again nor that one of her old friends might see her with red hair rather than blonde. It would be a stark change to the innocent woman they'd once known.
He flew to it, Nyx at his side, and watched — longer than most things would watch, in the shape of a raven as was his default when he was in Boston. A day passed, during which he made a small detour to pilfer a croissant from a table at a nearby cafe, before he made the decision to go through the window.
Sending a brief, mental message to Cat, informing her of what he was about to do so that there wouldn't be too much worrying this time — he underestimated his siblings in this regard — Raven flew through the window with Nyx right on his tail.
And then there was darkness. And — a wall.
With a slightly undignified squawk, Raven hit the wall and tumbled to the floor. Dizzy from both the trip and the surprise, the former more than the latter, Nyx hopped at his side, taking a good look at their surroundings. A basement...?
"I told you it was back," Janus grumbled, fluffing his feathers as he hopped back into the room and stood to the side so Helen could look into the room, flicking the lights on to find out what she'd just heard. For a moment, nothing looked any different, but then she noticed the forms of two birds on the ground not very far away from the shimmering window. She'd hoped Janus had been making that up, though she knew he didn't have it in him to be that cruel.
Whether it was cruel to hope that she could ever see those friends again or cruel to imagine a threat from the window again, she hadn't decided.
Perhaps these were simply two birds, though one looked suspiciously like someone's daemon. But it couldn't be, could it? Taking a deep breath, she moved closer, kneeling nearby so she could look at them better.
"Are you all right?"
Not that she expected either of them to answer her, so she reached out to the raven to see if it would allow her to help.
This woman's mind was familiar. Her clothes were different, and her hair, and there was a new layer of knowledge and experience, but there was no mistaking the keen mind of Helen Magnus. Not for Raven, at least, who had spent so much time around it. He peered up at her for a moment, silent, disbelieving. Had the windows all changed?
I am... all right, Helen, he projected to her carefully. Nyx abandoned all pretense, ever Raven's emotional side, and flew over to Janus to stare at him, delighted, before hopping around him in a circle.
But that voice... Her eyes widened and she turned to the other bird. For a moment, she simply stared, but then recognition swarmed over her and her face broke into a tentative smile.
"Raven...? Is that you?" Her voice was cautiously optimistic as she held her hand out to him. Janus recognized Nyx on the spot, flapping his wings happily and mirroring Nyx's happy hops. The windows must have changed for him to come through like this, unless he'd been able to fly through Cittagazze without incident. Somehow she doubted that would be possible, but she could hope.
"Don't tell me you managed to hurt yourself again or I'll have to ground you," she teased, remembering one of the last times she'd seen him. She'd taken him on a walk around the Observatory. That was decades ago, so long ago, before her children were born and even before she and married James.
She'd almost forgotten how much she missed her Observatory friends.
Helen's clothes gave him the biggest clue. He hadn't seen their style in quite a long time.
Yes, it is really me, he confirmed, a smile in his voice. I am fine. I had simply forgotten what that travel was like. My window opened quite suddenly. Are you well, Helen?
"Dear god, Raven, it's been nearly fifty years," she breathed as Janus flapped his wings and started fluttering around a little more. He was showing the excitement more than she could at the moment. For her part, Helen wondered if Raven would be able to use his human form now or if the window travel had disoriented him to the point of being unable to change forms for a while. She didn't mind either way; it was simply easier to hug him as a human.
"James and I are quite well, thank you." She had a wedding band across one finger now, he might notice. "Janus told me our window had opened recently, but I didn't believe him. Suppose I should have, seeing as what came through it."
Her daemon puffed up importantly, as though proud he had seen something she had not.
"A lot has happened since I've seen you last."
That windows shifted had once been common knowledge, of course, but the ancient had put that information to the back of his mind, as it hadn't been needed for quite some time. Now, it all came pouring back. He shook his head a little, before focusing on the present. The time, here, in that case... It is... the forties?
It did neatly explain how different she looked, and why she wasn't expecting visitors from a re-opened window in the basement. But still, he marveled, just a little. Helen was a unique woman, after all, and part of him wondered how long she would endure.
"Indeed. Just after the war." If he knew as much about Earth history as he said, then he would know which was she was talking about. The big one. It had taken a toll on all of them and her expression saddened just a little bit. She and James had been having a rough time of it after that, but she was determined that all would be right and well soon. She couldn't lose him. Not now.
Sometimes she wondered that herself; how long would she endure? How long would James endure? And would she have to outlive her own children? Her family was ever at the forefront of her mind.
"Would you care to look around now that you're here?" Either as a human or a raven. She didn't care.
Concentrating for just a moment, there was a swell of darkness and then Raven stood there, in his human form. Nyx hopped over to stand by his feet, waiting for her opening to perch on his shoulder.
"You fared well enough during the war, I hope?" he wondered, with a gentle smile.
Janus didn't move, knowing exactly what Helen was about to do. She paused for just a moment, her smile faltering, before she moved. In one swift motion, she'd reached up to give one of her closest friends a hug, assuming that hadn't changed in the years they'd been apart. Her eyes squeezed tightly shut against the tears threatening her and she held back the quiet sobs as best she could.
The war had been horrible beyond imagining. She and James had come out the worse for it and now they were in the midst of an argument, or a disagreement of sorts. She hated it, but she couldn't even talk to anyone about it. Not until now. Perhaps she could tell Raven.
"James and I are alive," she answered finally, her voice thick with emotion. "That's about all I can really say without delving into details."
But she would with Raven. Not here, of course, but perhaps in the room she grew up in. Her room, not the room she shared with James. That hit another nerve and she sighed wearily.
"I am sorry it has been hard," he murmured, pulling one arm away to tuck a stray lock of hair behind her ear. Nyx, still at his feet, uttered a soft and distressed chirrup. "The war was a horrifying event in my world, as well. I am saddened to hear that it did not go better here. But that you and James made it through I am grateful for."
He was well aware of the power of a simple hug, and didn't pull away until he felt some indication that Helen was ready to move on. If he could offer some simple comfort to a friend, especially in a situation like this, he would.
After a while, once Raven had spoken and Helen had managed to regain her composure, she pulled away to discreetly wipe at her eyes. That done, she gave him a small smile, making a quick decision to take her friend to her rooms. At least there they could talk.
"Why don't we walk?" she suggested. "I can tell you about it once we're in my room and you can re-familiarize yourself with the Sanctuary on the way."
"Has your facility grown?" he added, wonderingly, as he gestured for Helen to lead the way. He would walk alongside her, as always. His memory of the Sanctuary's layout was spartan, but present — as long as no major remodeling had been done to the layers he was familiar with.
"Indeed. We have a great many new residents now, some of which you'll be interested in." There were a few bird-types. For a moment, she fell silent, but as a slow and small smile crossed her face again, she glanced over at him. "I'm afraid you won't be able to see the children yet. They're asleep at the moment, but if you're still here come morning, I know they would love to meet you. They grew up hearing all about you."
Yes, children. She and James had two children. That was something worth mentioning, as the last time she had seen Raven, they had only recently become engaged. Having children was a step she hadn't been certain she would be okay with taking at the time.
"I will stay as long as you will have me," he answered, "assuming that the window appears to be stable."
Though it saddened him to say it, Raven knew he couldn't be stuck here. His siblings, if left in total absence, were fond of doing very stupid things, though Coyote was currently locked away and incapable. He was simply one of the wilder cards, however. Some of the others could do much more spectacular things.
"How old are your children?"
"We can check on it in the morning and frequently throughout the day," she replied as they moved into the corridors leading to the residential area. It looked much the same as it had the last time he was here.
"39 and 45, respectively," was her answer. The first had been born shortly after the windows had been shut down, when Helen had finally gotten the nerve to ask James about having children with him. He'd been extremely receptive to the idea and she'd found she liked it more than she expected to. With their luck, the second had been an utter surprise a few years later, but she didn't regret either child in the least. At times, she considered asking James about bringing her embryo to term and raising it as his child, but with the wars going on and now their issues with John being brought up again she didn't think it was a very good idea to ask yet.
"They're hardly children anymore, but I think I'll always see them as such."
"What are their names?"
His question brought a secretive smile to her face. "Gregory Raven Watson and Madelyn Watson. Our son was named after my father... and you, of course. Our daughter was a little more difficult, as no combination of Martha and Meja seemed to work. We chose an M name in their honor."
It was one of the only ways Helen knew of to keep the memory of her friends so alive. Every time she looked at her children or thought of them, she was reminded of her friends and she wouldn't have it any other way.
Humans had once named things in his honor, of course, but in names that they had chosen for him that he barely approved of. Raven was a name that he was quite attached to, and parents did not name their children lightly.
"This way," she murmured softly as they approached her rooms. Pushing the door open, she stepped inside her sitting room and motioned for Raven to follow. Only once they were both inside did she shut the door again, turning to face her friend with a tense smile.
"Well, then, where shall I start? Unless you'd like to hear more about the children."

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"I suppose the beginning would be as good a place as any," she murmured, settling in for a long talk. "I'm sure you could guess that James and I got married not long after the windows closed. We decided it wasn't worth waiting much longer. Our son was born within a year and Madelyn a few years after that. Admittedly, she was a bit of a surprise." She offered a smile at that, remembering how shocked she'd been when she discovered she was carrying a second child. It had been a good shock, though, and Helen would never have changed it for the world.
"I assume your world had an incident in 1912 with the cruise liner Titanic?"
It wasn't a casual mention, either, and he would likely be able to figure that out. She'd actually been aboard the ship when it had sunk. She was also one of the fortunate few to survive.
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"Yes. It hit an iceberg and sunk, with only a few handfuls of people on the boats to weather that cold place, as I recall," Raven said, typically modest. His memory was just fine. "Did it happen that way here, as well?"
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She'd been lucky, to have come that close to dying and yet survive despite everything, but it had been close. That night still haunted her at times, memories of the cold water mixing with nightmares of the war. Bombs would scatter the ship, splinter it to pieces, and she -- or James, as he was often with her in these -- would sink to the bottom of the ocean with it.
"Before you ask, James wasn't on board. He was still in England with the children." And they had all been happy to hear of her survival. She would never forget their faces when she saw them again.
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"I am glad to hear that you made it out safely," the ancient murmured. "That is indeed fortunate. And I can only imagine how anxious James was for your return."
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"They all were," she answered sadly. "Wouldn't let me out of their sights for months. Not that I wanted to leave their company. I spent a lot of time around James." Until the war had come. Helen sighed wearily.
"The first war was difficult enough. He was acting as a spy and I was stationed as a doctor for the wounded soldiers. The children were left with my father and not a day went by that I didn't think of them. James came back... different. The war was harshest on him, I believe, and our relationship was strained. We took a small break, realizing we could barely help ourselves, let alone each other. Sadly enough, the same is happening now. I can only hope we will recover this time as we did then."
But it's worrisome. She doesn't know where he is, not exactly, nor does she know when or if he'll return to her. She can barely sleep for worrying about him and the nightmares aren't releasing her from their hold. If anything, she's expecting them to get worse now that she's worrying so much about him.
There's still more to the story, of course, and the distant look on her face as she glances away across the room says as much.
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Humans were good at documenting their wars. It was one of the few things that they almost always documented.
"It is hard on a person," he remarked softly, nodding. "That kind of horror. He only needs some time to come back to himself, I hope."
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"We both did last time," she admitted softly. "If I only knew where he was, I'd drag him back myself." She missed him desperately at this point, more than she knew what to do with. "We were fortunate enough to return to each other last time." She swallowed hard, her resolve and composure faltering. "Every time we disagree like this and one of use leaves for a time... I realize how fortunate I am to have him at all. And dear god I miss him."
Helen wasn't kidding about dragging James back home. She'd go find him in a heartbeat, if she knew where he was. At this point, she just had to home he would return for her in short order. She wasn't entirely certain how long she could manage without him.
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"I am sure that he misses you," Raven murmured. "Sometimes it is hard to say."
He missed Coyote, too, but there was nothing to be done for Coyote. His sibling was locked away, for good this time if Raven was to be honest. Coyote would never stop being a part of their family, but he had done too much, now. It wasn't safe, for anyone involved, for him to roam the Earth.
Then he wondered if he should, perhaps, change the subject.
"So this is the first time that the Window has re-opened?"
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He was everything to her and she knew Raven would understand.
A nod greeted the question as Helen took a breath to steady herself. "As far as I'm aware, yes. Periodically, I check the basement area to be sure, but Janus was the one to alert me this time. He's never before sensed it."
Janus, who had taken a position on the back of a chair behind the desk at the other side of the room, fluffed himself importantly.
"He would have said something if he had. What about yours?"
The fact that the Windows had opened again was concerning, particularly with no warning. Helen wondered if it meant anything and hoped it wouldn't be an ill omen of things to come.
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He would have known. And yet, the rooftop of the brownstone apartment — which had no idea what had been above it, once — had been quiet for all of these years. Until now, oddly.
"I wonder if any of the others had a similar experience."
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Having the Windows open, even just theirs, might mean more trouble in the long run. They couldn't rule that out. All the same, Helen was happy to see Raven again and the possibility of meeting their other friends again brought a smile to her face again.
"If only there were a way to to find out, to contact them and ask. I would love to hear from them again."
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"It would be good to see them, and know how they are faring," Raven agreed. "Some years after I went home, I approached Badger to see if he could perhaps replicate the technology of the PHS. But he was not successful."
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If they did and he'd actually taken his with him for some odd reason... Well, she would at least be able to contact him and leave him a message, however small.
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He was, after all, a very unique and powerful creature. While some people often railed against him for acting so neutrally, it was the only responsible way he knew how to act as well as the only way he wanted. His abilities in the hands of a creature like Coyote or Snake would have been devastating.
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Their future, the one they had free of the Company and whoever had taken it over. Some days she was glad to not have to worry about all of that. But then she recalled the friends she had made whom she might never see again and her pillow would become damp with her tears.
One of those friends was here now and she reached over to gently pat his hand, glad for the chance to see him, even on such a somber note.
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While there was always a need to sustain a technology by securing its financial asset, Raven's mind went the scientific and altruistic route. It was one of the reasons that he and Badger worked so well together, the others being their long friendship and equally keen minds.
"I am glad to see that your Sanctuary project has continued."
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She had faith anyway that they could all put their heads together to work on it. James was the smartest in this world and as far as she knew, Raven was highly intelligent as well. If Badger was half as intelligent as either of them, the four would work quite well together.
"As am I. When it first began, I never imagined it would last like this. I can only hope we will keep it running well into the future. I doubt our cause will ever end."
And really, she liked it that way. It gave her something to do, people and Abnormals to help. She would be more than satisfied to keep busy.
"I should hope you'll have plenty of opportunity to come see us flourish. Don't be a stranger, all right?"
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He had so few friends, due to ancient age and his general demeanor (he supposed), that he couldn't afford to ignore any that he had. While Raven had a habit of being distant, it never translated to not caring about those he considered close to him. His siblings — or some of them, at least — sometimes forgot about this.
It was comforting to have a friend who would, hopefully, endure longer than his human friends usually did. At times it was discouraging to make friends at all, when he knew he'd have to see their death all too soon. His mindset of time, as a millions-year-old creature, being what it was.
"Is society at large still pretending that your Abnormals do not exist?" he wondered, perhaps a touch sadly.
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As far as friends were concerned, Helen was slowly beginning to conform to Raven's thoughts and if she'd known them then, she would have given him another reassuring hug. Knowing she would outlive nearly everyone she'd ever known was wearing on her already and she considered herself fairly young. Who knew when she would actually succumb to age? Perhaps tomorrow. Perhaps never. At this point, she didn't want to find out.
"Yes. It seems to be the best course for now. We are hardly the only ones who know, however." She sighed wearily, her mind wandering back to the recent war. "We're now having to save Abnormals from being used as weapons. Certainly not what my father had in mind, but if we can help, we will."
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Badger's argument had merit, but Raven knew from experience that not all humans were like that. Some, like Helen, thought of conservation and curiosity, and not about ways that something new could chiefly benefit them.
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"Perhaps. I will be sure to let you know if he voices such a desire." So that she could prepare for that level of shrewd disbelief, that is. "Though I do plan to tell him about the Window, so that we can puzzle things out more quickly, when I return."